The mountain stood there like a half-buried god, white-knuckled and mean, rising out of the treeline with the kind of jagged rage only nature or Nixon could conjure. Mount Jefferson or its bastard twin, I wasn’t entirely sure, because the sun was doing unspeakable things to my brain at altitude, loomed in front of me, draped in melting snow and menace.
We’d driven most of the day on a cans of caffeine and the sort of playlist that only makes sense at 3:00 AM on a winding backroad in Oregon. The pine trees were whispering things I couldn’t quite trust, and somewhere along the way, I’d convinced myself the mountain was watching us. Not metaphorically. Literally. With glacier eyes.
There’s a strange clarity that comes when you’ve slept four hours in two days and you’re pointing your camera at something ancient enough to laugh at the concept of time. The lens doesn’t lie, but it doesn’t tell the whole truth either. What it captured here… was power. The kind of raw, indifferent force that makes men go quiet and dogs refuse to bark.
I stood in the shadow of that peak with the weight of thirty years of good intentions, bad decisions, and unresolved therapy sessions boiling just under the skin. And still—click. I pressed the shutter. Because sometimes, photography isn’t about beauty. It’s about confrontation. About staring down a thing older and crueler than you and stealing a fraction of its spirit.
The trees framed it like witnesses to a crime. They knew something. Maybe they remembered the last idiot who came here with a tripod and ambition. Maybe they could still smell the fear.
Whatever the case, I left a little piece of myself up there. Not out of reverence, but necessity. You can’t walk away from a mountain like that unmarked.
And if you do… you weren’t paying attention.


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